Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Who the fark Cares?

I have been very argumentative about everything. Religion, Politics, Philosophy of life, just name it, I can be very sarcastic in my comments and discussions about it.

Nope, I am not claiming that I am smart. Nor am I claiming that I know everything. But who knows, I may be looking at things from different angle, different from anybody else. I debate others views, and even question and provoke. Did I look down on the other party - probably I am. But, I will never surrender so long as I know that my view was stronger and of better sense.

I know somehow, nobody wants me to start an intellectual argument - I might brag forever and start belittling my opponent. Well, one thing for certain is that I hate stupidity. I might reveal my stupidity as well through my arguments, but, well, I can't argue with an opponent who argument is so plain empty and out of context.

Most probably my design is as such. I always wanted to educate people, I wanted them to know what I know, share my philosophy and let them understand them and be like me. All geniuses have the same nature.. so I wonder if I am a genius. Nehh, that is just a dream.

But soon I realised that nobody wants to ever bother about what I really talking about. If I argue about the philosophy of morality, who want to care, who cares, and why the fuck anybody wants to care about it? If I want argue that religion is nothing but just some old age mind therapy, who cares about it. Who cares about the definition of 'Faith'? Nobody cares about anything.

I guess I have to find another mind which has similar craving as mine. Analytical mind can be a terrible curse. When the brain starts to connects dots together, the more tormented the brain is. The more it gets tormented, the more it wants to know things. The more knowledge gets in, the more dots it become... and you know where it goes next.

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