Thursday, 30 September 2010

Humanity's Stupidest Question.

I think, philosophically, human had gone mad and insane. Insanity beyond human's own comprehension. Why the mad and insane? Well, human asks themselves the question 'why are we here?', 'why are we in this world?'.

Of course, human, like always, like how the genes wants it, always wanted to feel important. No matter how small. Human wanted to feel the belongingness to something called 'special-ness'. Human wanted to feel the authority and acclaim the existence of such authority, though unseen and invisible, but it is depicted (or rather 'assumed') as always 'there', the authority that makes human mind feel calm and purposeful. That question is not a question. It is a statement of confirmation! It is always feel good when somebody tells us 'You are special!'. It is a kind of drug.

There is not much to the question really. The question is just an allegory to human confirmation and self belief, about the answer that is already been defined in human's own mind. Why ask the question if an answer is solid fixed in the mind?

Philosophers asks those question -philosophically-, to understand the total meaning of life. Religion asks those question to satisfy their mind, hungry of 'good feeling'. What else can you ask for if you are, by default, came about to this world, bearing a mark of 'specially delivered with a task to do'. You don't do anything else but to live inside that 'purpose', and feel good, and continually flourished with feel good questions and feel good answers.

Then why human asks that question, particularly religious bunch? Well, only one reason - they are out of their mind.

Human should live as human, just like elephant lives just like how elephants should live. If an elephant should ask themselves 'why they are there?', well, I truly doubt it if they ever asked that stupid question. Human should see the world of now and not tomorrow. Yesterday is always nice though. It is pointless to anticipate another world to live in after this one. I mean why bother? It is another world anyway. Human lie to themselves by starting to ask the 'why are we here?' question. Truly, what human is actually trying to say is "I decide to believe that there is GOD".

Feel Good for the brain, is a free drug, endless supply!

Monday, 20 September 2010

I am in a brink of Madness!

I write too less these days. I have to stop for a bit, my whole realm of thought is on my work. Though 'my work' is too abstract to be used to signify what I am doing, currently, right now, yesterday, today and tomorrow's work, one should understand that it is plural. Here is what I intended to complete;-

1. My Reed-Solomon Decoder based on Blahut's (2t) Time Domain Decoder algorithm. And then I will need to extend it to (2t+1) and (2t+2). Eventually, I suppose to come up with Reed-Solomon decoder which can correct up to (t+1, or maybe more) errors.

2. My LB-Triangle is progressing well. I had the necessary propositions written down, with corollary, which I intend to deliver it to Salina in a bit for checking. I can see at some parts which need a little bit more clarification, the mathematical notation seems a bit complicated.

3. I have an intuition that the LB-Triangle has a unique relation with Finite Field numbers. I had proof that the triangle works well in Prime Field. My intuition is that it should have some interesting properties in Finite Field Polynomials. I shall try Galois Field for a start. I just don't know when I may be able to start this.

4. My head is filled with, probably a dozens of Short Story, it might not be an original ones. Though an adaptation or re-narration, I think that an allegory to the actual story or myth may do the trick to get someone interested in reading. 

5. My songs is waiting to be put to garageband. I had one for my friend's wedding song. I had a couple for praise and worship. My guitar is in the case, so I might have to do this very much later. I hope the tunes and the hums stick hard in my musical side of brain.